Do i? am i? Did i? Should i?

it's have been 9months since i broke up with u
i'm still wondering why i did get into relationship with u

now I'm alone
no....I'm not alone because loneliness is always with me

i say i do need a boyfriend
i do need someone who care about me
i do need someone who i can rely on
i do need someone who love my attitude not my appearance
i do need someone who love me and i love him

yeah~
i do need all those things

but...
one question comes out in my mind

do i really need a boyfriend?
do i ready yet to heart broken again?
do i ready yet to cry again?
do i ready yet to lose my love?

NO...i dont think i ready yet to get a boyfriend
maybe because of you
maybe because i do enjoy my single life

yeah~ maybe~

I'm not a bulletproof

I took a chance
I took a shot
And u might think I'm a bulletproof
But I'm not

I'm sick and tired of this
U tell me that u love me
Then u cut me down
And I need u like a heartbeat
But u know u got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when I see u're around

Yes, I remember what u said last time
And I know that u see what u're doin to me

But now u r different
Now u have changed
Tell me why..
Why does have to be like this??
Tell me why..
Cuz I don't understand

Well,
I get so confused and frustrated
Forget what I'm trying to say
I'm sick and tired of ur silence
I got no one to believe in

You tell me that u want me
Then u push me around
I need u like a heartbeat
But u know u got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when u're around

Tell me why
Why do have to make me feel small??
Tell me why
Why do u have to put down my dreams??

I take a step back
Let u go
I told u I'm not bulletproof




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