My DeaR :p

Before, i asked GOD to give me someone special to love. I found u then i lost u. I asked GOD why and he answered, "But my child, the one u asked for asked for somebody else."

I try to be a rainbow in ur's cloud. I wish my eyes could speak what my heart feels for you, coz my lips can lie on what is true. But my eyes couldn't, coz even if i close them i could still see u.

When life put me in tought situations, i will not say why me...i will just say try me.

Can i say i love u today? if not, can i ask u again tomorrow? and the day after tomorrow? and the day after that? coz i'll be loving u, ever single day of life.

I said forever, but u said goodbye...

I hate to see u happy with somebody, but i surely hate it more to see u unhappy with me. One night i looked at the moon and the moon told me, "why dont u leave him if he makes u cry?" and i looked back at the moon and said, "would u ever leave ur sky?"

Sometimes i just wish u can understand my feelings...Sometimes i wish i was blind so i don't have to see u with her...

I know, i'm not alone...coz loneliness is always with me. i wish i could find a way to disappear...

I asked myself, do u even care what i'm going through? do u ever hope it's me when ur phone rings?

You taught me how to love but not how to stop...i miss u...

You might be out of my sight but never out of my mind...

Every night, when i'm alone, when everyone's asleep, i cry coz of missing u...thanks for being tears in my eyes, atleast i can lose you before u lose me...

I'm Lovin' It~

ohmygod~
DAMN LUV MY PHONE NOW~

Boring~~~~~~

OhMyGod~

it's ady Friday~
regular classes starting soon~
>,<

and i'm happy that i passed all subject this semester~
hahahaha~

Haizzzzzzz~

she read his blog today~

she shouldnt read~ why why why??
because i'm confusing now, f*ck!!!!!!!

what should she do~
yeah~ she is a bad girl~
she has broken so many guy's hearts~
and she is still herself~

she still a simple girl~
a girl who are waiting for her prince~
who afraid of lonely~

she have known he is still thinking of her~
but, she have broken his heart~

and now
she is asking for a forgive for all of the guys
whoever have heart broken~

Trip to INTI-UC :):)

23 August 2009
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we went to 福安宮~ because 2moro i'm going back to INTI~
dad asked mum to bring us go there~
and it was rainy day~
we were waiting for the rain to stop~
and as usual~ took photos :D



24 August 2009
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i went back to INTI =.=
with my sister and my parents~



aaaarrrrrgh~ i just enjoyed my holiday for 1 week only =.=
actually it was nice, because got alot of people from my hometown went to INTI study this semester~

we reached Malacca around 1.30pm~
damn tired~
after we have lunch~ we straightly went to Nilai~
the INTI Bus took us to Allson Klana Hotel first~
and i was staying there 2days with my parent :p

ohya, My friend, WiNNi also :p

after took shower~ we went to GIANT and were having dinner at KFC~
what a tired day~

25 August 2009
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i woke up at 7am =.=
damn sleepy~
we have to get ready~
because the INTI Bus came around 9am to pick us up to INTI-UC~
here i'm~ back to JUNGLE~ and that was the first time my sis saw INTI-UC~
the new students was so busy with their things~
check in to Hostel, sit for EPT, and bla bla bla~

again, what a tired day :)

26 August 2009
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the result of EPT test for my sister have come out~
she got 130~ thank god, i tot she will get 120 :p

and after she enrolled, we went to MPH~
coz she need to open bank account and took photo for her ID card~

and i went to RHB bank with my mum~
yeah~ finally i got my ATM :D:D
and we went to GIANT after that~
back to inti and having lunch at bakery :):):)

27 August 2009
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i enrolled~
and i have pass all subjects :D:D:D
thank god~
i tot i will fail my MKT241~

and i went to RHB bank with my sister for transfer money~
my parent went to GIANT~
after from bank, we went to giant to find them~
it was raining~

around 1, we ady back at INTI
having lunch at Dining hall~
and all parents were going back~

and DAMN~
my sis's roommate made me wanna cry~
she was crying~
ohya, she is simas's cousin :)

My HoLidaY :D

i'm enjoying my holiday :)
so nice babe :)

19 August 2009
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Finally, finally, finally!!!!!!
finally i get what i'm waiting for~

NEW PHONE~

yeah~ i got Nokia 5730 xPressMusic :)
I love it damn much~

20 August 2009
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today got basket ball tournament~
simas join that tournament~
but, that tournament not nice at all~
coz most of the players are newbie :)
i got see that tournament with selly~ actually we din see the tournament~
our eyes were looking around find some lengzai :p
hahahaha~


21 August 2009
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i wake up at 12 pm~
DAMN


22 August 2009
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My cousin b'day~
My younger cousin~

she ady 5 years old now :)
and she is going to get another sister or brother :)

her mum just made a small party~
can not say small party~
just a small celebration :)

and one funny thing~
i dunno what happened with my fatty sister
she dun even come to her small cutie cousin's b'day~
hahahaha~

and i discovered~
2more days~ i'm going back to jungle T.T

My HoMeTowN~

16 August 09
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i went back to my hometown with simas and secil~
the first i wanted when i got back to my hometown is my NEW PHONE :)
at 10am~ we went to Malacca first~
and reach there around 11.30am~
hahaha~ and so many people that day~ the ferry almost full House~
and damn stupid ferry went to my hometown around 3pm something~
we reach hometown around 4.30pm~ *Indonesia time*

and at nite, my hometown got "PAWAI OBOR"
so nice u know~
hehehe~
it make me flashback to my senior high school time~
oh god~ it was nice that time :)


17 August 2009
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today is a historical day for all of indonesian~
why???
today is national day of Indonesia
64th National Day~