Saturday, August 29, 2009

My DeaR :p

Before, i asked GOD to give me someone special to love. I found u then i lost u. I asked GOD why and he answered, "But my child, the one u asked for asked for somebody else."

I try to be a rainbow in ur's cloud. I wish my eyes could speak what my heart feels for you, coz my lips can lie on what is true. But my eyes couldn't, coz even if i close them i could still see u.

When life put me in tought situations, i will not say why me...i will just say try me.

Can i say i love u today? if not, can i ask u again tomorrow? and the day after tomorrow? and the day after that? coz i'll be loving u, ever single day of life.

I said forever, but u said goodbye...

I hate to see u happy with somebody, but i surely hate it more to see u unhappy with me. One night i looked at the moon and the moon told me, "why dont u leave him if he makes u cry?" and i looked back at the moon and said, "would u ever leave ur sky?"

Sometimes i just wish u can understand my feelings...Sometimes i wish i was blind so i don't have to see u with her...

I know, i'm not alone...coz loneliness is always with me. i wish i could find a way to disappear...

I asked myself, do u even care what i'm going through? do u ever hope it's me when ur phone rings?

You taught me how to love but not how to stop...i miss u...

You might be out of my sight but never out of my mind...

Every night, when i'm alone, when everyone's asleep, i cry coz of missing u...thanks for being tears in my eyes, atleast i can lose you before u lose me...